Every year, around July, I begin to get a little anxious. Maybe it's the fact that half of the year is gone and we've begun the 2nd half of the year. Maybe it's because Hari Raya is coming close and there's always that dilemma of whether to go back to KK or stay here in KL. Maybe it's the thought of all those expenses that comes with Hari Raya. OR maybe I'm just a naturally anxious person.

But yes, right now, I'm feeling it at the pit of my stomach. Not even getting payday advance loans can keep my anxiety at bay.

I just pray to God that the coming months will be easier for me.